I had been off my medication for eight months by the Spring of 2020 when the quarantine craze started due to Covid-19. Most were mandated to wear masks everywhere except the shower when it was running, and everything was pretty much shut down. I truly believed I was the cause of Covid-19. Reason being. I had a dog and two cats. 1+9+9 (Nineteen Lives). I told know one. I was scared to death of what I had done and stayed practically secluded in my townhome. I blended right into the crowd who were scared they were going to die. I was about to have my Nineteenth Nervous Breakdown. And that was not rock bottom.
Nineteenth Nervous Breakdown